I don't blog anymore. Well, not here. And not really on my LJ either. Well, on my LJ I blog all the time, but no one sees it. Which is good, as all the hidden entries are fairly incoherent. Filled to the brim with all my worries and thoughts. Silly things, most of them. Insecurities about myself, worries about my friendships. My relationship with my boyfriend.
I wish I could shut off my brain some days. I can't even pick some things to not care about in order to lighten my mental load. Because then I feel insensitive. I don't like feeling insensitive.
But if I care about everything, I'll explode.
Is there anyway for me to find the right way to be? (Go the blog entry that describes other blog entries)
[Tetris.Ninja] · Tue Sep 26, 2006 @ 02:22am · 3 Comments |