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Our retreat was nice! Bagiuo was great! the air is so cool the place so peaceful its a perfect place for a rest and mediatation... well I learned a lot of things.... especially the one that father told us about, he told us that if you really love someone you'll love him/her even she doesn't care for you, sometimes the ones you loves the most they are the ones who'll break your heart........ but even though.... if what you feel is trully love you will still love someone even if he/she hurts you..... hahahah now I know what to do! no more confusion! I'll love her, I'll love her even if she don't care a little thing about me i don't care If i get hurt' I'll take my chances, even if i see her with other guy I don't care.... I'll still love her.... as long as I can see her smile, I'm fine with that I don't need to be his boyfriend to love her... I just be me... I'll just wait maybe someday she'd realize that I am here waiting for her... willing to sacrifice everythoing just to see her smiling and happy...... Now at least I know what I feel... I'm positive this is true love! It's corny but I'll say it anyway "I love her" I love her for who she is, I love her smile her kindness and everything and I'll just pray for her hoping that she won't get hurt... I wish her luck..... I love her!