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Do I Dare?

Do I dare leave?
Do I dare wonder?
Do I dare try?
Do I dare know?
Do I dare care?
Do I dare even think?
Do I dare even want to?
Do I dare wonder how it started?
Do I dare care why it might?
Do I dare?
…No,
…No I don’t dare,
Because if I did,
It would mean to loss you,
And I never ever wish to…
To think it,
Never,
Because I love you,
Love you with all my heart,
So never will I…
Think to leave,
Or try,
Or care,
Or wonder,
What it would be like,
With out my…
Heart, Soul, and Mind
~DL~
I Could Have Used…

The time it took me to learn your name,
I could have used to learn what you were like,
The time I used to find out what you were like,
I could have used to run away,
All the time I wasted on ignoring you,
I could have used to turn you away,
All that I wasted being your friend,
I could have used to find love,
Of all the time I wasted on you,
The best six seconds of it was telling you,
I HATE YOU!
~DL~
I Was Tempted…

I was tempted to be me,
But it didn’t work,
I was tempted to be punk,
But was pushed back,
I was tempted to die,
But lived,
I was tempted to hurt,
But was stopped,
I was tempted to love,
But was crushed,
I was tempted to kiss you,
But was shy,
I was tempted to,
But didn’t.
~DL~
Wanted to say

I wanted to say…
No I wont say it,
You don’t care,
No I wont say it,
It wouldn’t matter anyway,
I wont,
I don’t care,
I wont say it,
I can’t,
I can’t I’d cry,
I don’t want to remember,
If I remember I’ll cry,
I don’t want to cry,
God you wouldn’t care,
So no,
No I wont say it,
You cant make me,
No,
No I remember it,
Why did I have to remember it?
I hate it,
I’m crying in this pain,
Because,
What I wanted to say,
All I’ve ever wanted to say,
Is,
I love you.
~DL~