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I havent felt more crazy in my entirelife
I'm confused spiritally...
...I havent cracked anyones head open..yet...hope it stays that way...
mutual feelings of hatred towards some people are gone...
still havent thought on were to go for persuing my dream job...have to see if any requirements have changed...see little point in making anynew friends at the moment...since allmost everyones off to some damn college or something after they grad..within this and next year...my mom has finally got me pissed off...I'm sad at that thought ..but it was her needs to wanna come back and mingle with my real dads crackpot side of the family...and ******** hitlers oh so perfect timing of getting off his a** and getting a job contributed alot...needlessly lost so many friends because of these 2 factors...
funny how that result was dead on
"you can be in a room full of friendly people and still feel alone"
school life seems to be my only thread of escaping reality...funny how I used to loath school now its allmost the opposite way around.....