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Well I've been used. By like, every fukcing person I thought cared. I hate being trusting of people. The only two friends I actually have don't even go to my school or even live any where near me. I asked my mom NUMEROUS time for a month now if I could go see a counselor or something and she said yes but apparently that doens't mean that much to her since she hasn't even tried calling anywhere or anything. She always says "Well I need to get Kitty's car fixed, so let her use your car. I need to give kitty money. I need to bring Kitty places. i need to help Kitty with college." So yea. She's too busy with her lovely first born to do anything. I don't even hang out with people out of school anymore becuase well....there's just about nobody to hang out with. Everyone is too busy or just doesn't want to. I listen to everyone's problems but when they never want to hear mine. The only time Katie asked me what was wrong the entire month I've been depressed she asked becuase she needed a ride ho,me that day. i hate human emotion. I wish I didn't have any. But of course, I'll just rant away in an online journal that nobody will ever really read or care. Ah. Of course , I'm always second to everything else so it's only reasonable I suppose.
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