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Well things seem to be looking up. I mean the holidays really have shown me what an idiot I've been lately. I obsessed over Nathan too much this time. I'm glad I forgot about him...that fireplace thing really worked out; made me just lose him; like a bad dream that finally drifts away. I didn't really want the weight of him anymore...seeing how he has a girlfriend, and the fact that he made me feel like s**t. I guess I needed a change, and he wasn't involved with it. I hope he's happy with his new girlfriend, because I'm happy with my life right now.