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i've only been back to school and feel so many things. I see that some things with the people i knew are never going to be the same. Thoose feelings can not be replayed.......

I wish i could take that burning flame that we once called are friend ship and take the one thing that kindle it. and put it on the flame. Smiles that are fake, and sorries, that i will not take.

It's all not right what happened to the moments we held and we just let it pass by. Now i want to take the time and do it all again, just so we can be friends again. Not just memories, the people i know now, do not fill in anything, compared to what memories i had with you. You knew everything about me, and i knew everything about you. What do we know of each other?nothing....

Blank spots i saved for you are now black emptyness, seeing you makes me want to rip it alll and start a new. I would take it all and make it better, so all three are once again together. All of are friend ships are disnagreating, 2 are left but half of me is gone. If i waited a while for you would you come back?If i stayed were you left me would you come back and pick up the peices? I wish i could. But your already gone. I know thats all just a dream. half of me is going, the other half is waiting, but getting impacient. years are going by, while i wait here. Were you left me, i'm only going to wait a little more is all i say.

But then i find myself stuck choking on my tears trying to remeber forgotten memories. It's so hard!THEy are all disapeering as you go on. I'm leaving the spot that i waited for so long on. I'm crying on about us, thinking what could happen next?