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Back at school, hanging with Ken and Kate. It's fun being up here and bonding, but the new internet setup SUCKS...having to sign on every time I get online-that and it doesn't work half the time. ITS needs to pick up the pace and get the ball rolling.

And he keeps asking if I'm in love with him. Makes me wonder if he's not the one in love. I dunno-to me, love isn't something that simply materializes out of the blue. I only ever seriously loved one person, and due to circumstances it didn't work out at the time. He claims that it's too soon for him to be in love, and I accepted that. So what is it with the occasional questioning? I'm just satisfied with being close to someone for now...

The campus is a disgrace, torn up for construction-two of the dorm buildings have no power, and the pathways have become trenches 7 feet deep. There's absolutely NOTHING to do, and there's no internet access...Come to think of it, this is the first time i've been on in weeks....Only the RA's office has access. w/e

I miss the cohesive feeling of being in love - it was so cozy and...wonderful. I mean, shards still remain, but it's never as nice as the whole thing...