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Something i wrote a long time ago
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Dear Life,
I am sorry but i a giving up. I am giving up
on everything I believe in. I am taking the
easy way out of this hard and painful life.
I am not staying for long but not leaving so
soon. Why do you have to be so difficult?
Why does love hurt so god dam much?
Why does it hurt when you are forced to
give up on somthing you believe in so
dearly? These are just some of the many
questions i have to ask you. Why is that
when I care about someone so much they
dont care back? Or when I dont care about
someone they care about me? Was my life
here meant for pain and suffering? Or is
something going to happen after all of this?
I am sorry but I AM taking the easiest way
out and going to leave. I am not loved the
way I love. I enjoyed my life for very few
reasons only beacause I had very few
Happy memories.

So Long and goodnight.
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