Today is the day were i felt nothing would go right for me at all. i feel as if everthitng in mylife has gone by so quick that theres nothing more for em to do then to pass on. i feel as if no on really cares anymore what i do. Everyday im slowly killing myself someway, if its taking the pills or not taking them im not sure anymore.
As a friend told me the other day love is dieing, and im starting to think he was right. No one wants love anymore they want sex and they want it now. Unfortunetly i have fallen down the wrong path and not towards love. And im pretty sure nothing can change it. Love is pretty much nothing tom e anymore after losing the guy who was my entire life for almost a year. As my friend would say he was"scum, worthless, or trash" but you didnt see the side saw. The kind man who loved me for who was not what i was or what i look like.
 Nikita_Rose · Tue Dec 28, 2004 @ 09:06pm · 5 Comments |
