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2 days ago i had to put my first pet, sandy, my cat to sleep. she had a heartmurmur, and a mass in her abdomen. the mass could have been a tumor or a liver problem or alot of other things. the doctor couldnt tell with out an x ray. we didnt treat her because it was too expensive and even if we did treat her she could have died anyway and she would have been going through alot of pain in the process. also she stopped eating and drinking and cats are very stubborn so its almost imposible to get them to start eating again.so we put her down... it was soo horribly sad and it terrified me and it was really hard on my whole family. im just geting over it now. crying crying crying gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk cry cry cry cry