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Why must I feel so insecure about me and what I do, I'm now loved and excepted but my heart tells me I'm a fool... every thing i say and do I wish I hadent, I wish I had been better... god... I cant do anything right it seems I made a friend upset with me... and then they told me they weren't... I know you guys like me but please don't hide away, I can handle the truth it's when you don't tell me when it hurts.... That's why I am here...

This is the song i wrote....

My insides are burning,
with every god damned word I'm hearing,
please don't let it be
I'm letting go of all of me

My insecurity
take over my Brian
I love you and all that you do
so nice and sweet
but everything they've done to me
makes me loose it
makes me cry makes me fell like I'm no gooood

My insides are burning
with every god damned word I'm hearing
please don't let it be
I'm letting go of all of me

After getting yelled at again
my memories decided to overflow
making me so insecure......
I'm not a loser
I'm not ugly
please just let me go my once bad life
let me live in peace with my new found love!!!

My insides are burning
With Every god damned word I'm hearing
Please don't let it be
I' letting go of all of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Once It's my fault
Twice Its all my fault
Third Let me GOOOOO!!!!!!!!

My in sides are burning-
with every word I'm hearing....
please don't let it be
grab a hold of me-

don't just leave me be..........