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This is for the one who created ... who i am now
u made me feel loved , u gave me hope ...but as soon as trusted my feelings to u , u took that chance to hurt me .......i had lost my sense to care for someone ever again , u took away my sense of love , everything turned dark through my eyes ...i hurt people who tried to care for me , u turned my heart cold as cold as yours and thats wat i hated the most....but than a special person came to my aid and i ended up hurting her and i will be regret that for the rest of my life and if ur reading this i guess i owe u an explanation .....and here it comes ..i was afraid , afraid of getting hurt again .... i couldnt stand to feel the same pain all over again and im sorry...but all u did wasnt for nothing u became a speck of light at the end of my dark tunnel and for that i thank u...and now im walkin towards that light with a scar on my back and a tainted heart