Today isn't exactully...I just...I don't know what to say. I don't want to say anything...I won't...just...here..I just wrote it:
Setting is the sun.
Golden against the blackened backdrop--
As it dips into the horizion--now catching fire.
Grass so lush, lelft only brown, dying.
I'm dying...
In this world I live in
--Color is but a meaningless word
While these walls of white spin around me
--Blackness only leaking from my own body--none of which I see.
Break my walls...set me free
Still your chains remian
--All of my attempts blocked from the begginning
As you sit alone--mask over your face
And I'm afraid.
No matter how hard it is suppressed
Because I still know...
--One less risk taken
(It isn't worth it anymore.)
Regret now pouring into every vein
Like lead--weighing down it all
Until movement is but that of a memory
While fear remains freshly in-tact
No longer is it of importance though.
And everything is fine--just fine
As crimson spreads through ours insides
Leaving but a mold of what used to be
(And what could've been...)
An earthquake to the body--
Shaking everything up--till nothing is as it used to be
Memories deformed--
Now surfacing--the pains left behind
Yet their ghost still lurks here
(And I'll never forget...)
While the tears never cease to return
Even as emotion runs dry
--'Cause I'm still sitting here
Wishing for a way to help...
Weakness overcomming me
(It'll never be strong enough...)
I'm sorry...
end.
 angel08 · Thu Dec 23, 2004 @ 07:18am · 1 Comments |
