dear poppy. im sorry i didnt say happy birthday to you like all my siblings did. i still cant bear the fact that youre gone. some days i feel like im okay and other days i feel like youre alive playing your music you like to play.. with the instruments you like.. with a big smile on your face. Sleeping is hard lately. especially when i close my eyes i still see you and hear your voice in my head.. honestly im broken... but i play it off so my brother and sisters dont have to worry about me.. but i feel like im getting to that point.. everyday seems.. hmm
but anyways.. i figured i would write you cause there isnt any other way to even say or put it to anyone.
Happy Birthday Poppy. you would of been 58 this year. im missing your voice everyday. wish i could of been a better daughter to you.
i suck at this
i hate this
i cant do this
i wish i could express more words for my dad... but i just suck i just cry.. im sorry poppy.. i wish i was better...
but anyways.. i figured i would write you cause there isnt any other way to even say or put it to anyone.
Happy Birthday Poppy. you would of been 58 this year. im missing your voice everyday. wish i could of been a better daughter to you.
i suck at this
i hate this
i cant do this
i wish i could express more words for my dad... but i just suck i just cry.. im sorry poppy.. i wish i was better...
