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Wow, I didn't know I love him THIS much. Kyle is on vacation right now, he'll be back tomorrow, but I'm barely hanging on. I just miss him alot, I mean, ALOT. I didn't know I cared about him to this extent, and it's consuming me. I'm so sad he's gone, he's been gone 4 days, and I can hardly wait to see him again. He went to Catalina Island with his parents and sister, on their family boat. I really miss him, and am kinda afraid he's...well, let's just say I watch too much Unsolved Mysteries where the boat sinks and they die. I got to keep my spirits high though, gotta assume he's okay. I can't wait to kiss him and hug him again, and talk with him and laugh. That's what love is, or at least I assume so. I could have gone on the trip with him, or you would think so. Kyle asked if his bestfriend Brandon could go and they said yes, but when he asked if I could go, they said there wasn't enough room. And I'm not fat or anything! They later said I was a stranger to them because they don't know me and they didn't want to take a stranger on a 5 day trip. Wow, there is so much in that statement I'd like to chew out, but I'll be nice and pretend I didn't hear it. Grrr, I can't wait to tell you about my future in-laws in an upcoming journal.