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wow


its been so long since ive been on here
i think i just mainly keep this acc just to write down whats been bothering me
lots of things happened in the past ... 4 years give or take.
its been that long
in those 4 years...
i lost a lot of things and gain
but its hard to actually think of the good things

this year i lost one of my childhood friend
he died when he went hiking
he just recently became a dad
its still weird thinking that when i go visit hes gone.
i have dreams about him when we were in high school.. playing sports
playing in the fields with our friends.. ah..

i lost another friend from 2 years ago.. but its not the same as gone gone.. he didnt die. we just became strangers... this was my first love. he said that he couldnt be friends with me because he would get angry and he said there is obviously no connect anymore.. i just let him go. i didnt even fight for him.. im still sad about it to this day..
but im just distracting myself with playing video games and other stupid things im just annoyed how life is right now...

be continue