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what the fcuk.

i have been on gaia so damn long now. and i cannot believe that i am actually posting a journal in the year of our lort 2019....im 22... thats. insane

i reread through my old journals, and you know what? i gotta relax. was i annoying? yes. obnoxiously so. was i wrong about who i was? absolutely.

cant believe i thought i was a girl.. and then eventually genderfluid. turns out i am just a nonbinary aligned guy. inch resting! who is bIG bisexual/pansexual..,,,

the way that we grow as people. i'm kind of glad that i have those old journal entries to look at. some of them, i have no idea who i am referencing in them. i recognize some names and all. but the code word names i havent got a clue.

also, god damn a lot of people read/viewed my older journal entries. thats also kind of wild to me. so many views. disturbing, in a way.