I hate it so much!! Why does everything bad have to happen today of all days... Wait. I know why.. Because it's me.. Whatever...
Today.. It finally hit me that my mom won't be here for christmas.. An for her birthday on the 28th of this month... I bet all me and my step-dad are going to be doing all break is crying our eyes out.. What a happy christmas... Hells no...
Me and a few frinds got into a nasty fight.. One of my friends really pissed me off with the way he was acting.. No.. Wait... Two of my friends where.. They didn't handle the situation very well.. Expecially the one with the cellphone...
One of the counceillers (sp?) at the school knows about all of this stuff happening... I really wish that she didn't have to deal with it so much.. Poor lady.. She is really nice and understanding.. I was havign a break down in her office.. It was about my mom.. About not having her for christmas.. And her birthday.. It was so sad.. That she even started to cry... I am starting to wish that I never did break down like that.
Speaking of stuff breaking. My had hurts really badly.. I decided to be really smart.. And hit the wall with my hand.. Now it hurts.. And it didn't help me calm down much...
That's about it for today... I am very pissed off and I guess this is just the best tha ti cna do to vent it all out.
 quayla666 · Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 02:42am · 2 Comments |
