Here are 3 poems/writings I did a while back. (This stuff is really old; Written almost 2 years ago... but I decided to post it anyways.) Sorry if it kinda sucks... lol. I'll probably write some more [better] stuff tonight.
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My scars are deep... so deep they cut not only through the skin, but through my heart, and through my soul. My life seems as though it's pure darkness itself. I'm living in the shadows of reality; monsters and demons haunting my every waking moment... My home feels like a prison. Every day I dream of a life beyond these walls, yet still I remain confined to my womb. There is no escape... from the torture... the constant pain... Every day is a nightmare, and I can't wake up... And now I'm falling in this pit... at the bottom lies a perfect life. But it's beyond my reach... I'll remain falling... falling forever in this dark and sorrowful abyss... Forever I'll drown in this pool of hopelessness and despair...
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***I actually think there was more to this one, but I couldn't find it all (I know, as if it isn't long enough already...) ...
My life... like cluster of sand,
Each grain... slipping away through the crevices in your hand....
Everything I'd say, and everything I'd do...
My whole entire life; it was based around you
How foolish I was for drowning in your lies
How careless I was for not saying goodbye...
You told me you loved me; told me you cared
And I'll never forget all the good times we shared
But that's over now; for you've broken my heart
You've ripped out my my soul, and you've torn it apart.
I hold back the tears, sip a breath, take a pause...
If only you knew of the pain that you've caused
Mourning; rest my head on the pillow of sorrow
Hoping that I'd wake up; that it'd be a dream tomorrow.
I thought never that I'd waken from the darkness that extends.
Thought this nightmare'd last forever... And never that it'd never end.
You've told me that you're sorry; you beg me to forgive
But sorry doesn't change the past, or what you said or did
You've killed me once; you've killed me twice
But never shall you kill me thrice.
I'll live without you; I'll die without you.
I can breathe without you; I can fly without you.
So no more lies, no more pain
I'm worth so much more, and I've got so much to gain.
So pour your lies into another's cup.
For I have drunk more than enough.
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Tears of blood stream down my face
The sword of sorrow pierces my soul.
What once was full of mirth and glee
Now lies broken with nothing but pain.
The Earth now spinning...
An endless circle of isolation and despair.
I'm left alone in the shadows
Invisible to the world.
Please wipe my tears away...
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