hey i know i said i would put my poem on here today but i still have to corect the spelling mastakes and stuff,im also righting a story im dont shure wat its called yet but ill figer it out soon.I feel like s**t right now im lisening to "god must have spent a little more time on u" but thats not the thing thats making me feel like this, diffrent songs make my moon chang rapidly meaning-if im lisening to a sad song i get sad,if im lisening to eminem i get sorta anger.ect. its accutaly quite intoresting,anyways its because i dont know wat my talent is every one says they like my drawings and my poetry but i dont bleave them i suck at drawing comberd to the people who posed there art work here on gaia,and i know my poetry is bad because my brothers a poet,my other brother anthony is the artised he wanted to be a great fighter but he got stuck with the talent of art well acording to him,and coty is not only a good poet but hes also a great fighter,o and he also rights storys i forgot to mentun that anyways i dont have any for thoughs talents.I dont think i have any talent my mom says that i do but still i dont think so,im not good at drawing my hand just dosint want to learn how to draw good,my mind just cant think of good poetry rymes,and im to weak to be a good fighter,i use to spar with coty and he beat the s**t out of me,he also noked the wind out of my to mad me black out for a few seconds then i gregand contcuness and couldent breath,anthony also plays gutar like c theres a nuther talent all of my friends play instraments,well ari and amber and brenda but shes not my friend,jess,amanda and me r the only ones that dont play instruments.My life is s**t i dont have a talent,im basicly failing sckool and i always do every thing wrong,I HATE MY ******** LIFE!!!I WANT TO DIE,I WANT TO GET AWAY FROM THIS PLACE,DO U HEAR THAT I ******** HATE THIIIIIIISSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
Kuma Naru · Thu Jun 15, 2006 @ 12:39am · 0 Comments |