Soooo
that whole suspension actually helped me
when I was in the office and he asked me why I did it, I completely broke down
told him everything that happened to me this year, not skipping on any details
I mean when I broke down, I BROKE DOWN, like, barely being able to breath let alone speak breaking down
and telling someone, surprise, actually helps
and I'm glad I'm not allowed on AIM or the phone, I get some time to myself
Nearly all my friends this year...
aren't friends
all they want to do is use me
and when I screw up there's no forgiving
but when they screw up I come help them with a towel and a band aid
not anymore
I'm choosing who I like and I'm making my own standards
No more unforgivable backstabbing whores
no more attention-seeking ********
no more shitty people
but, no matter how good I feel, I still can't wait to get out of this place
 Gilliganiganiganigoo · Sat Jun 03, 2006 @ 04:56am · 1 Comments |
