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Feeling shite, as usual
Noone to talk about it, as usual

It's strange really, if i told half the people i knew what went on in my mind, they'd think i was mad, so that's why it stays in there, bubbling up waiting for the inevitable day when i snap. Actually, already snapped once, but i didn't feel very nice, well only one thing did... Anyway apparently i take things too personally, but they don't realise the reasons why i get so angry, wait, i don't even know why i get so angry. I consider going to my doctor for help sometimes, but i'll only wind up on some pills or something, which i don't fancy really. Well, i kind of do, you know, if they'll make me stop thinking awful things, then it can't be bad right? But i know someone that is addicted to them, as in, totally hooked, does that happen to everyone? I probably wont bother doing the whole pill way, in fact, i probably wont bother doing anything, as usual.