One more, sad song, tears shed, he's gone..
Hey peoples. I'm kinda really lost in my mind right now..I made another..attempt last night. CUZ I was afraid that Garr hated me or something. I wouldn't doubt it..
Anyway, sometimes I wonder how I can go on. Silly, yes. But i just don't know anymore. My mind is blank kinda right now. Filled with darkness, it is. When it used to be filled with light.
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I was bawling last night. And I tried to call some people..because I..NEEDED..to talk to SOMEONE..But no one answered. Blah. So I had to fight myself. Alone. Though I hurt myself a few times doing it, I won.
I still thought Garr hated me for some reason, though. But I wonnnn. And that made me a little happier.
Anyway, sometimes I wonder how I can go on. Silly, yes. But i just don't know anymore. My mind is blank kinda right now. Filled with darkness, it is. When it used to be filled with light.
$#*(&%&*$%&*$%
=3=
I was bawling last night. And I tried to call some people..because I..NEEDED..to talk to SOMEONE..But no one answered. Blah. So I had to fight myself. Alone. Though I hurt myself a few times doing it, I won.
I still thought Garr hated me for some reason, though. But I wonnnn. And that made me a little happier.
..The hardest thing is letting go of you.
