YouTube life is tough. I filmed so many videos back to back and even tried editing all of them but its been so stressful having to wait for video processing that I'm having to give up at the end of each day and try again tomorrow. Good thing is that I'm doing my absolute best and finishing them. I've already got 3 uploaded and I'm gonna edit more tomorrow as well as upload a video tomorrow.
I've started exercising too. Got this exercise bike from my sister so I get to work on my legs (I f**king love my legs) and I have to start working on my stomach or I'll look like fat pig in my new Sly Blue jacket. I can't get it fixed either, it'll be too late for them to get it fixed and sent back to my house on time before MetroCon. So, I also gotta get rid of this arm fat or my arm will lose circulation again. Why do sizes have to be different in China?! Ugh, at least this is my first bought cosplay.
Anyway, I finally got a dance for my CMV for MetroCon so thats good. I still nedd to practice it though. It needs work, lol. Hopefully I'll get the dance down soon so I can have an official CMV dance breakdown for those who will be in it. Ugh, I'm so stressed with all this planning.
I don't know how much longer I can wait for McDonald's to call me. I have to do something soon or I'll never get enough money saved in time for MetroCon and I cannot cancel on it. I've spent too much time planning and everything. Plus, I have to see Scott and tell him thanks for helping me with my depression. My parents might not know that but I can't trust them. They'll just tell me "oh well, shouldn't have planned for it if you knew you couldn't pay for it". They just need to leave me alone and pay my school stuff already.
My sister started working from home at my parents place so we have to be quiet all day. It really sucks. I can't laugh, I can't do any chores that require me to make noise (putting away dishes and washing them), and I can't make any videos. At least she has Saturdays and Wednesdays off. I have been keeping up with SPN reaction and review videos and IDGAF videos so thats a huge plus. I still need to find things to rant about though. Maybe I'll even make a channel trailer since I haven't done one yet.
Oh god, its already 1AM. I gotta be up early tomorrow if I wanna get anything done for tomorrow. I've got plans to do s**t since my sister won't be here to force me to shut up.
Goodnight, everyone.
 Canis Baileyi Lupus · Sat Apr 18, 2015 @ 06:05am · 0 Comments |
