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I know I'm only 16 years old, compleatly ripe of the world, I'm compleatly head over heels in love with that boy.

Before I meet him I had already decided I would never be in love with anyone. Lust, sure. Maybe a few crushes, but I would never let myself get wrapped up in the fake emotion of love. Even months after we had been going out, I still didn't think I needed him. He was just a boyfriend. Just a guy I held hands with everyonce in a while. But then, trust like I never knew existed started to bloom. I started learning about this boy. And I started telling him about my deepest secrets and thoughts. Things that weird even myself out, and he excepted them, understood me. I can be me with him, like I can be with only one other person. And everyone knows you can only be truely happy when you can be yourself. Ha, it's kinda weird because when I'm with him, I'm me, I get lost as myself. I'm always so afraid to losen up, that when I do, I can't recongize myself. When I'm with him, I'm so much braver and funnier. And he's perfect. He's good looking, funny, nice, got tons of spunk. And I so admire him! I mean, he's so outgoing and dosen't care what other people think at all! Like I said, he's perfect.

Man! This whole thing makes me so mad! He dosen't desirve this! He made a mistake, and yes he needs to pay for that stupid mistake, but they shouldn't take away his life simply because he made a dumb mistake which happened to lead to a terrible distaster. And he could be great! I know he could! What ever he wants to be he can be it! Anything!!

Okay... I'm rambling..

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