U all remember how I was so worried about how neglective I was being to my BF..... Well now he's my ex and I'm pretty ******** pissed at him he is such a girly man!!! All my freinds ask me if I'm sad about him dumping me but I just say no I'm glad my GF broke up with me so I can get a BF...... *~yells~* I'M JUST A LITTLE PISSED OFF!!! *~normal volume~* but only a little ^.^ I just wanna kill ppls thats no big deal right? I mean wanting to get smashed so I can seek comfort in my drunkeness really isn't a problem at all. stressed I swear to god I'm going to kill him I told him how busy and stressed I was and I even apologised even though it really wasn't my falt. Then he called me and durring the whole phone call my dad was yelling at me for leaveing something on the counter.... so I tuned everything out and was imagining I was eating an english muffin with chicken nuggets and mayonase on it (that's my favorret brekfast and snack XD) and he sayed I love u and I kindof just sayed yeah w/e (which I beleve I apologized for to) and that really pissed him off so he just babled and hung up the phone.... so now we're broken up and when my freind kasi told me that Sean wanted her to tell me it was over I jumped up and down and was cheering and telling passers by that I just got dumped very happyly... u see I was planning on dumping him but I guess he heard and beat me to the punch but all well eather way it works out for me. well I was happy for about a day then I got plunged back into sadness ( oh! and F.Y.I. my brother who is like one of my best freinds started cutting himself with messed me up pretty bad). One of my best freinds Dennys asked me out again like the day after Sean and I broke up and I really don't wanna be in a relationship after that ******** up pissyness .... and I kind of like someone else, but even if he asked me out I would tell him I'm on a brake from dateing.... I have a lock on my pants and when I'm done with my brake I'll unlock my pants XD LOL well thats about it I'll stop bitching now I'll whine more later peace!
 pinkfuzzydice102 · Sat Dec 04, 2004 @ 03:24am · 0 Comments |
