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I have this best friend. I've known him for about two years now. He's so sweet. And, he gets me. I met him at a birthday party and he literally said one word to me which was 'hi'. He's incredibly shy. And, maybe he's hard to understand. But, I'm so thankful to have him in my life. I can't understand why, or how, anyone could ever be mean to him. He's so kind to everyone, he's funny and really smart. Not to long ago, a few things happened to him. I guess you can say it's just teenagers being teenagers or bullying. But, in my opinion, it's just plain rude. These people were heartless and inconsiderate of his feelings. Okay, so maybe I'm a little overprotective. But, what can I say? He's my best friend and I am so lucky to have him in my life.

His so called 'friends' decided to tell him some things that were unnessisary. They said some things that were heartless and that really crushed my best friend. They called him an outcast. They said he was awkward. They told him that he is unliked and that he would be better off leaving their 'group'. There was other things that were said and done, but I'm going to leave it at that. Now, if you know me, which probably 10% of you do, then you know how I react to things like this. And, if you don't know me, then I should tell you a little. I'm shy. I don't speak unless spoken too and I tend to say as little as I can to make sure I don't cause a problem. With that said, when my best friend told me this, I couldn't help but get angry. What human being wouldn't, knowing someone they care about is so hurt?

I was messaging him over facebook. I tried making him feel better, which I actually did a good job for the most part. But, he didn't know that I was actually really pissed off. Like, momma bear defending her cub pissed off. Well, that might be a really bad metaphor but, oh well. Moving on, I never got those feeling out. I never got to back up my friend. It's kind of hard when you don't know who said it. I have a feeling my best friend did that on purpose. Any who~

What I'm really doing here is letting it out so I don't have to be a complete b***h to somebody. So, here it goes~ What kind of inconsiderate a** hat would tear someone down so easily? How dark and cold does your heart have to be to treat someone with so much hatred? How can anyone look at someone so kind and so amazing and turn it around to make them feel so miserable and confused with life? People like you are the people that make me loose so much hope for my generation. People like you are the people that I find disgusting and pathetic. So, with that said, my rant is over and I shall keep the remainder of my comments to myself.