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I remember when i felt something so great 3 years back,
I honestly can say I miss it, but I don't need it,
I can say it many times how awesome I felt and how much
confidence I had back then,
Everything seemed so possible & I would reach my goals,
But ever since that one day I met you,
My mind is blown, my feelings are not mended and things aren't
patched appropriately,
I wish we never kissed, or sat at the benches that day at school,
I wish I never found out your true intentions or how you actually do,
you're so insecure, & you tried so hard to bring me down with you,
it worked, but then I became happy again,
The feeling is gone, I am doubtful & jinx myself,
the question is, how long will it take to repare what you messed up?