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izzy402 daily journal
about what happens everyday in school at home everywhere
Why is life so complicated? what did we do in previous lifes to deserve this hatred, agony, cruelty, heartbreak... I loved him more than ive ever loved anybody that I was related or that ive known since i was 7. this Guy hes been my friend since freshmen year, he was a sophomore when I sat in my seat in Algebra 2 i didn't know that his seat was next to me but I dont know if I regret or appreciate the fact that i sat there if i had never done that I wouldn't have met him, I wouldnt have known this LOVE emotion_bigheart , this sex deal either wouldnt exsist, but i wouldnt have the person who showed me how to love again, who overtime became my best friend and who the second something happened I texted or called him, hes not the hottest guy so i never thought I would like him because im into being superficial and thats how judge if i like somebody or not but his personality the way i was sooooo comfortable around him won me over. too bad he never wanted a relationship with me all he wanted was sex... and who can blame him. I am the one who made the sex deal it is my fault our friendship is now so ruined, so fragile that by one word i create an outburts at him... this is my fault... my fault that my NIGGUH emotion_bigheart , my Carlos, aka dumbo my confidant and closest person to me, besides my best friend in the world who lives in pennsylvania, Is now purely a ....
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