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I cant take this anymore.
I do what I’m supposed to at work, yet I get looked at like I’m an idiot. Or get cussed for it because some lazy Mexican’s don’t want to work a little. People whisper behind my back all day long and I’m runnin’ my a** off, none of them are.
I get home and ‘mom’ starts in on me with all these things that happened during the day - all of which are depressing. And she always does this. Then when I try to watch a movie, she cant even let me have that.
I. Have. Had. It. With. The. People. Around. Here. And. People. In. General.
I cant even relax on the internet anymore. I have too many friend’s expecting me to talk to them.
I WANT A BREAK! I WANT A VACATION! I WANT A DAMN ESCAPE FROM THIS DAMN MADNESS!
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO LOG IN ONLINE WITHOUT FEELING GUILTY THAT I HAVEN’T REPLIED TO SOMEONE YET! WHY DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO SOLELY DEPEND ON REPLYING TO MESSAGE’S ALL DAY LONG!? GAH!
I’m sorry I haven’t replied to some message’s in awhile…. BUT GEEZ! People. Do. NOT. Understand. How. Many. Anime. DVD. Boxset’s. That. I. Got. For. Christmas.!
PLUS ALL THE MOVIES THAT I GOT WEEKS - MONTHS - AGO FROM THE BackStage Video CLOSEOUT SALE!
I never get a damn minute to myself. e.e
And when I do ask for a minute to myself, my so-called friends make me feel guilty as hell! WHAT THE ********!?
GROW THE F* UP!
Shawn… is beyond pissed at the moment. Mostly because I have to deal with this stupid-a** Mexican at work. Geezus, why cant everyone speak the same language? e.e I hate it when you walk by someone and they whisper something and you just know it wasn’t anything positive that they said.
UGH!
-sigh’s-
For ranting like that…. I am just soo tired… And I jjuusstt want to watch my DVDs…. crying
If you knew me in Reality, you’d know - I’m one of those Movie Buff types. I like to watch Feature Films and whenever I watch Tv Shows, I do so in bulk - Watching as many episode’s as I can.