Well what can i say. I'm in love. sweatdrop heart How we met....well was sort of weird but in a good way. smile Idk it was something about her that made things hit off right. In my head I was thinking " Tobi you just met this girl and plus you dpn't know if she's playing you like a fool" I almost listened at first but for the first time I ignored it. I mean look at her! She's incredible! I mean the last relationsip I was in it was great to but...her mind was somewhere else. Not her heart but just her mind. Anyway, when we talk it's like we're the only ones in this world. She makes me smile and I make her smile. We've only dated for a while but its seem like forever. smile When I think of her and her beautiful smile, I cant help but too smile too ya know? When we talk, I get so happy i end up doing lil' dances lol. And....when we meet....god....I just.... freeze up sometimes and the only thing I can hear is my heart pounding at my chest like it's trying to get out and give her heart a big hug. heart emotion_bigheart But...the other night...I almost lost her but I'm glad she had people who cared with her otherwise bye bye me. But I'd do anything for this girl. I'd take a bullet to the brain for her. Just like the hook in Grenade by Bruno Mars. I'd do all that for her. Sadly....there's gonna be restrictions for us and that's what i fear about the most because those restrictions involve things from my past(sound like some kind of anime lol XD) but that'll be another entry. And the fact that'll she'll be on the road alot i guess, but hey even if we don't talk I can wait. mhm 3nodding I'v once waited for my cousin to reply a letter back to me for 2 years. Ikr unbelievable? But hey she was busy plus on the other side of the world XD but she with me now so no worries^^ anyway point is I have very good patience....well til i get mad then it shrinks >_< but i hardly get mad so yea. :3 I really want things to work out with her. Im in love and Ik she's in love with me too and I really pray that she's the one for me. So wish me luck!
 Tobi Banyez · Tue Jan 01, 2013 @ 11:44pm · 2 Comments |
