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I've had a playlist devoted to songs that I think represent me for a long time now. It has been slow progress but I suddenly feel an need to have it completed. I need a friend or someone to help me finish it. I feel a deep need. ; m ;

This is a very private thing but... [/ shrug] ; v ; I guess I can share it? I'm really vulnerable right now....

Here's what I have so far:

1. "The Future Freaks Me Out" by Motion City Soundtrack
2. "22" by Lily Allen
3. "Topeka" by Ludo
4. "Even If She Falls" by Blink 182
5. "Any Way You Want It" by Journey
6. "I Could Say" by Lily Allen
7. "Can't Have It All" by Sophie Ellis-Bextor
8. "Hammers And Strings (A Lullaby)" by Jack's Mannequin
9. "My Skin" by Natalie Merchant
10. "Breaking" by Anberlin
11. "Birthday" by Quietdrive
12. "The State of Dreaming" by Marina & The Diamonds

A few of these are quite depressing and describe a certain side or time for me. "My Skin" is especially good for those times when I feel like the villain - those times where I've hurt so many people and hate myself or feel such guilt because of the s**t that I do. "Birthday" is a guilty pleasure for myself. I don't know if it quite fits me but I had it in there a long time ago. I also added "Any Way You Want It" a long time ago. I had a Vienna Teng song in there a long time ago but I don't think it quite applies anymore and it always depresses me WAY too much. =A= I'm scared to revisit it. Lol.

But anyway, any help would be appreciated. Again, these describe me - not the friend I am to other people or the love I have for something. They describe a side of me or part of who I am. If you've got any songs that make you think of me, let me know

PLEASE