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I've been busy for the past few days, so I haven't been on gaia as much as I would have liked to. Sometimes things get in the way, I've been really tired, and just plain out of it. I'm worried that Sarah thinks I'm avoiding her or something, but I'm not, I love her more than anything, and it'd break my heart if she thought I was. I want to reassure her that I'm not avoiding her but I have a bad feeling that'll only make her suspicious. Everyday I make new promises about a better tomorrow, and they rarely ever seem to come true anymore. That's probably annoying her too. I'll keep trying though, I'll keep making promises that I might not be able to keep, because one day I hope to be able to keep at least one of them.
I love you, Sarah, please don't think I'm avoiding you. I'm just tired, absent-minded, and busy, that'll change soon, I'll make it all up to you, I swear.