get me down.
Wednesday afternoon:
not too terribly, though, but enough to be noticeable. because now my spring high is being SHOT DOWN by it. *le sigh*
it's taking effect. Okay, so you know how when I regret something and have the chance to do it over again, I do it super awesome right?
I'm gonna do it with Karen's graduation next year.
like, theee whole sheBANG. Like, decorations up the wazoo, and so many cute treats you won't know what hit you.
because I didn't get that at mine. I was too busy with everything else, and graduation got shoved to the side, like a little thing after church some random Sunday.
I had no control over what was going on. The weather was horrible, my dress was BLACK, and the garage was very poorly lit. Quite frankly, IT SUCKED.
and I regret every minute of it.
So! Let's fix it with sibling number two!
it's like a parent trying to live life over again through their child, only different... bahaha.
I'm gonna make it the damn most awesome party you've ever seen. ^.^
have to figure out a way to light the garage better, if we have it in there at all. If the weather cooperates, I'd absolutely love to have it off to the side, by the crab apple tree. Then if I put lights/streamers/lanterns/luminaries there, it'll be pretty! throw karen under there and let her talk to guests.. .'tis quite pretty, except for the garage RIGHT THERE...
hmm. methinks that could be a blank canvas of some sorts...
*shrug*
we'll see what happens.
I just want it better than mine. no one helped me figure out anything for mine, figure that while it would be fun to watch someone else suffer, it's not really fair. call it First Child Syndrome, if you will.
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Thursday night:
just starting to think about homework... aaand maybe start thinking about studying for a test tomorrow morning that's like 30% of my grade... ahaha.
few thoughts of the day:
*Mike Pomeranz is leaving Kare11. I watched a few online videos of the segments this morning that I couldn't see in person... he may as well have died instead of just going to his dream job in San Diego. Because I was a MESS by the end of it. xDD like seriously, from the moment the video started playing up to after it was done, I was bawling and there was snot all over the place...
and I was even choking up during class when I thought about it. O.e;;
*got my new mp3 player in the mail today!! took me two hours to set everything up... SOOO EXCITED to go work out with it tomorrow!!! whee
*tonight I learned what "short-sheeting" was. I would do it to my roommate, but from how she gets in bed, that wouldn't work... *le sigh* and to think, we didn't tell her what we were gonna do because I was planning on it.
:/
*test tomorrow. feeling that unless I get up uuuuber early tomorrow, I'm gonna fall behind on my schedule. but I need sleep in order to do well on the test... hmm.
*E is MARRYING him?!?!?! dear lord, I didn't even think she was in a relationship, much less with him!! mind. officially. blown. O.O
*daffodil flowers aren't lasting very long. :/
*dry roasted peanuts are teh shiz.
*got the money from calling! whoop whoop! one last round first two weeks of april, then I'M DONE until next October probably. *big grin*
.... and I have FIVE papers due in the eight days I'll be calling. gonk
the plan right now is for me to finish at least one, if not two (or maybe three??) of those over the weekend.
Chicago next week :] wednesday afternoon through Saturday morning... whoop whoop!
... welp, it's 10:35 now. test tomorrow, and so on, and so forth. pretty much set that I'm gonna fail that class, but I'm trying not to think about that too much lawl.
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