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Quick update.

Life's s**t.
I can't do art anymore...
I have several Gigs coming up very soon.
I refuse to move on from pain and grief.
For some reason my dad gave me a cross necklace and a leather cuff...
I'm more than contemplating admitting myself to a mental institution.
I'll continue to fight myself and my needs until it kills me.
I really really wish I wasn't such an idiot (what else is new)
I miss him.

Alot.