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Where to begin?
Thats the feeling...
I really don't know where I should begin. So much has transpired since my last entry. I have read through all the entries that came before this one and it all seems so surreal. Its like traveling through time while present time stands still. It has been about a year and some change since my last entry and things are a bit different. My career path has found stable ground. In short, this English major has the option of being a museum educator or teaching English in China. I have grown spiritually by leaps and bounds.Its amazing how I feel now compared to how I used to feel. Originally, this post was going to be about the dysfunction between me and Shaunda when it comes to our interests. She loves reality tv watching the same s**t over and over, even after she just watched it! I really don't get it. She has control of the tv the majority of the time, but the second I feel like watching what I want to watch, her whole demeanor changes and she becomes distant. And the moment I question why she is acting like that, she blows up like I'm supposed to just accept her despondence as the norm. Why do you become so agitated when I what something that I want to watch? I know you don't like the things I watch, hell, I don't like what you watch, but I don't huff and puff and become despondent. I even watch it with you. But the only thing I won't watch with you is The Jersey Shore. But everything else, I'm right there with you. But the moment I turn the channel, you gripe about it and turn sour about me watching the news or watching metal videos or Nat. Geo. or the History Channel or the news. First of all, I don't gripe when you watch your stuff so why must you do it when you watch mine. For the moment, I even excused the fact that you called the 25th anniversary of the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame stupid because you obviously don't know any better, but I'm pretty sure you know me well enough to know that I get offended when someone talks badly about my music. [sarcasm]Yeah, sure, these musical pioneers that I'm watching are stupid, but the ******** from the Jersey Shore and Teen Mom are just ******** geniuses...[/sarcasm]
GET ******** REAL!!!
but all that aside, I just wish that there was no double standard when it comes to the tv.
other than that, I love you just the same. Its just sometimes I wish we had more in common.
I have traveled on this emotionally roller coaster with you for almost 3 years now.
I proposed to you, I put a ring on it twice, though the first one didn't fit and the second one, you ruined the surprise. I have told you things that I have never told anyone. I have helped you through everything that life has thrown at you since we have been together. You have been my gravity and held me down in the toughest situations. I think we have what it takes to make it.
but I do believe we will be getting different tvs xd
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