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I've lost everything in my life now. My friends, family, my girl....It's all my fault but really I can't bring up enough energy to care at the moment. When I saw her in the hall it took everything to walk by without saying a word. I cried a little. But I remembered I had to make sure she was okay. I still care about her and all. I really do. I just wish she'd realize that I hurt her to much and I don't want to do it again. She wants me back but I won't accept that chance. She doesn't understand. She thinks I'm just choosing the other girl.....I wish she'd understand......