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SHE is dating again. getting all gussied up every day to look nice for whoever will see her. I dont know when was worse. She isnt here anymore. Theres alot of times she isnt there for me... Alot of times her ignorance shines through too harshly. Was it better when she was feeling down and abused? We werent together then much, either. Is it worse now? Leaving so many times and not keeping an eye on me? I'm old enough.
I dont know where i am getting at with this story.... But it just seems she isnt here, even when shes in the house.
Why do you all keep insisting on a boyfriend? I just want peace to find a girl behind your back.
I dont want you looking at me anyways.
so just keep going out.
keep letting me waste my life.