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I try not to let others in,
I try to avoid there kindness,
I like indifference,
I'm not 100% but I am apathetic,
I'm not 100% but I'm normal.
But you barely know me and when you saw me you looked away. I sit alone quiet while you laugh with my old friends. I long for kindness but you give me hate. Later I hear you say you're life sucks did you ever think about the ones around you like me. Then you join the group of people who wish for death. I still sit alone deep in the dark but not once would I be like you. I don't want death like you but you never saw my hand it was there held out for you. Now you're gone like you're dad... BUT WHY? you didn't think again you thought everything would be better but what about those people your friends? Killing yourself did nothing but keep me alone. And kill the happyness of those around you. </3 crying