im usually not one to write my problems for everyone to see but at the moment i honesty dont care. most of the time i can live with my depression but i've moved into a house that has parties quite a bit. and during these most of the time i feel lonely. 50 percent of the parties i've gone to i feel as though i am the odd ball. im nearly 20 and still dont have very good social skills. i do try to socialize but its just impossible for me. even as i write this entry a small party is going on. everyone is in another room and here i still all alone. sure my bf comes to in the room to see how i am. but its just not the same. i honesty feel stupid for complaining over the internet but who else can i talk to?
Atalina The Fallen Angel · Mon Feb 21, 2011 @ 06:40am · 0 Comments |