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Valentines Day
...And i could srsly hurt someone right now. Well... more then usually. stare For me, it's more of a 'you suck and you'll never find a man in your entire life'-day, but what the hell. The guy i like has been looking at me in the past few days, but i keep telling myself it means nothing. I'll probably be let down again. Because in the past when i fell in love, i thought it meant something, but it ended up he was trying to read the text on my shirt. Well, the guy i like now was doing a presentation, and he kept on looking at me like 'what's she gonna think about it?' Because WE had to judge our own classmates. Maybe he was just scared i was going to be a b***h at the grades. I'm not that evil... rolleyes Yeah, I'm always looking for excuses why he couldn't like me. but that guy is srsly awesome. he's kind, a little silent, but one of the few good people i know. And he's good at programming, something I'm really bad at. I've been planning to ask him for help, but the very thought gets me into a complete panic. What am i going to say? What if i do something stupid? Typical girl-problems. I feel like such a bimbo/emo/whiny b***h right now >.<;
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