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Toughen them shoulders darling the crowd is waiting for entertainment. Brighten that smile sweetheart, they need to know you’re okay. I'm breaking in small confetti pieces I know it, no one see's it. They wouldn't if I could shut up for a few seconds. This is all i'm known for, shutting those lips, and putting on the show. I'm the best actress, but if only people could see, the scars; the invisible ones. I want to die. Literally, when that man said he wanted to throw me middle of flowing traffic. I was looking for hope, golden hope. Maybe I could be out of this game, her tears down into her own self pity. One said, I cry too much. But now have I smiled too much? Is my fake act good enough for you. All of you, i'm so ******** loved right? So amazing. So amazing. I just want to go, far away from this. Pain was never my best aspect. I don't care; who's to read this? My viewers, "Followers" "Friends". They don't truly give a s**t. My boyfriend wouldn't mourn no one would. I'm killing myself, Juneeighteenth, next year. And no one will stop me. It’s okay, it’s alright she’s smiling. I'm laughing, i'm okay. Nothing will stop me, nothing will be in my way. The pain only grows into that wolf, what was his name? Anger? I don't really give a s**t. Not my ******** problem Lolololol. Hated the movie, always will. I can't wait for summer, can you? It will be my release, be my vacation away to somewhere that won't remind me. The memories oh those are the worst. They need some medicine for that s**t, guilt is what makes someone hate thou so much more. So I smile, shake it off like nothing.

They can't break Melly, she is oh so strong. She is beautiful, perfection in the most amazing form.





 
 
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