December 14, 2010 Tuesday 3:12PM
Cahhou,
So much has happened lately, I just haven't been writing to you about it. I miss it, I think.
For the first time in around three months a scar appeared. On my stomach this time. I was angry at myself. I called Nucc last night at 11:22PM, getting off at 11:31PM, as he was really tired. I was mad at myself for trying to come up with some crappy small talk, and he said that he was going to get to bed, and hung up. Silly, I know, right?
January 1, 2011 will be eight months. I've had this ring for the majority of our relationship.
Old friend, I still have my doubts. The same doubts I've had since I sent him that letter after my suspension. I told him once, a long while ago in real life, that he could get scary. On the phone he inquired about it, and I tried to explain it to him, the best I could. He really can get so scary sometimes, though.
Still, regardless of the apprehensions I have, when we meet in real life, they just fade away for the most part. He hasn't been very pressuring about sex, although he does bring it up sometimes in humorous ways. We met last Saturday on the 11th, our 15th meeting.
I cannot think of anymore to write. Perhaps this will be continued later.
So long, Cahhou.
[End Log] 3:43PM
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