A Dream Once Desired
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I once thought anything was possible, simply wanting it would never be enough though. If You were willing to sacrifice all you had for the one thing you wanted in this world, I believed you truly could get that which you desired. But I'm constantly bombarded with I told you so's and you were wrong's, This turned out to be no exception. I wanted it more then anything, tried as hard as I could, thought I had almost gotten there but realized it was quite the opposite, I had sacrificed for a cheap imitation of my desire, it caused more then just a loss of materiel items and my freedom, its caused heartache and confusion, depression and denial, and worse then all else, a realization. It made me realize that denying things of what they truly are and ever could be doesn't change things. Some things just can't be changed and accepting it is a hard pill to swallow. This realization kills all hope, it kills all true desire, but it saves more heartache then denial would, and once you realize this a short feeling of unstoppablity hits you like a brick, then it leaves you like the girl that hurt me.
