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Jesus I suck.
So I go off in my new life, woo. I work out so I can show off at the beach/ pool. Yay.
I work on sharpshooting so I'll have a few other more interesting career choices. Joy.

How much time do I actually spend here? None. ******** None. I think I was putting it off for some reason even though I had previously been crying like a lost child to all of my old friends here for attention. I mean holy jesus what the hell. I cant even get my own priorities straight.

I think Matsuri or, sorry, thecrimsonblackwolf Actually tried to get back in touch while I was off dicking around doing whateverthehell.

I would normally continue to beat myself up and further announce that Im alone in the world 'boo hoo' poor me.

But no, Im not gonna start that idiotic bid for attention, Im over that.

I would love to see you all again (if any of you even log on anymore) I'd like to see what awesome things you have been doing with your lives since we all kinda gave up on Gaia.

Even now I just use this account to get the occasional message from one of you guys.

I'll send out PMs and such to see if I can get ahold of you guys somehow. My life has been really fun since I left and Im actually kinda glad I got a break from it all. But one thing Im not happy about is leaving all of you guys. Any trouble I caused I know I cant go back and fix, but I do know that I can at least try to make up for it all.