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Saturday totally sucked. First at work, I had to work in ladies wear (I absolutely hate ladies wear with a passion) with ******** Pam (the emo b***h who I used to be realy good friends with who looks like a guy now). So that kinda set the mood for the day.

Then I went out fo supper with a bunch of girls from high school, kinda like a mini reuinion type thing. I see all of them, just never at the same time. That was fine, except Pam was there again, and she decided to sit beside me and try to act like my friend.

Then, it was my friend Scott's birthday yesterday, so he was having a party at his house. So after i'm done supper with the girls I head on over to Scotts with all my booze. I'm excited becasue it's the first time in a long time that I can drink and don't have to work the next day ( I got today off for some strange reason ). But after half an hour of being there and one 5% drink later, I start to feel realy realy sick. My heart is beating realy fast. And when my heart rate increases it's like double then what your would be if it increased (unless you have the same thing I do of course) Because I have a heart murmor and a hole in my heart (called ventricular septal decept) it makes me have a constant increased heart rate, so when I have something that brings a persons heart rate up, well it's realy realy unhealthy for me. ..... anyways. So my heart was gonna leap out of my chest, I was insanely hot, and my tummy started to get realy icky feeling. I'm thinking it's cause I took 4 extra strength tylenol in hopes it would get rid of my headache. Since my body isn't used to that much at once, I kinda had a mini OD.

So I went home because I felt like s**t, and if I would have stayed I would have drank more. And when you have something that increases your heartrate (like tylenol) and something that decreases it (alcohol) at the same time, it can be kinda dangerouse, especially if your heart is already ******** up. sweatdrop

My bf stayed at the party and had fun, while I was sitting at home freaking out because I thought my heart was gonna stop. He came home at 3:30 am completely wasted. Fine, I expected him to be lol. I still feel a little ******** up, this s**t is taking a long time to get out of my system.

Well there you have it, my incredibly shitty Saturday. This is long, holy s**t