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This is a poem I wrote.
I guess it's kind of depressing...

Pull The Trigger

I'm Living A Nightmare
Why Do I Care
My Life Is Hell
Residing In This Pathetic Cell
You Just Stop And Stare At Me
Do You Know You Have The Key
I Think Not So Here I Rot
Everything's Wrong And Nothing's Right
Can Someone Please Kill Me Tonight

You Stand There With The Gun In Hand
I'm Begging You Cant You See
I"m Drowning In My Misery
So If You Don't Mind
To Be So Kind
End This Nightmare
For I've Lived It For Far Too Long
So Will You Please
Put Me At Ease
And Pull The Trigger

This Pathetic Life
Could Simply End With A Knife
But I Will Pass Far Too Slowly
And I Wish To End It Quickly
I've Been Through All This Pain
And Have Yet To Receive Any Gain
For The Cost
Of All I've Lost
You Get Everything You've Always Wanted
As My Life Remains Haunted
You've Got All This Power
And I Just Sit Here Like A Dying Flower

You Stand There With The Gun In Hand
I'm Begging You Cant You See
I"m Drowning In My Misery
So If You Don't Mind
To Be So Kind
End This Nightmare
For I've Lived It For Far Too Long
So Will You Please
Put Me At Ease
And Pull The Trigger

Why Are You Just Standing There
With Tears Swelling In Your Eyes
Are You Finally Starting To Care
Now That You See All That You Have Done To Me
You Stand There As If You Are In Agony
Your Heart Is Growing Weak
With Every Tear That Rolls Down Your Cheek
You Drop The Gun And Fall To Your Knees
Weeping With Every Memory That Comes To Mind
Feeling As If Nothing Will Put You At Ease
Now You Know What It's Like To Be In My Place
Feeling As If The Last Time You Were Happy Is Gone And Without A Trace

You Open My Cell
Now That We're In The Same Hell
You Hold Me Tightly
Not Wanting To Let Go
You Won't
You Can't
You Finally Realize How Much You Truly Love Me

If You Truly Love Me
Why Won't You Just End It
Put Us Both Out Of Our Misery
The Longer We're Together
The More Our Hearts Will Fall Apart
End This Hurt And Break The Chain
To All The Pain We've Benn Connected To For Too Long
So Will You Please
Put Us Both At Ease
Pick Up The Gun
And Pull The Trigger

"I'm Sorry" You Say
"I Didn't Mean To Make You Feel This Way"
A Part Of Me Tells Me To Forgive You
But The Other Tells Me Not To
You Say You Don't Want This To End
It's Too Soon And We Can Make Things Better
I've Heard These Words So Many Times Before
After Every Date Gone Bad
Not Man Enough To Say Them To My Face
So You Wrote Them In a Letter
And Sadly They Reached My Hearts Core

I Stand Up Leaving Your Arms
I Pick Up The Gun
And Lock You In The Cell Alone
I Look You In The Eyes And Smile
Tears Rolling Down My Face
I Aim The Gun At My Head
I Don't Need You
And I Realize I Never Did
I Should've Done This A Long Time Ago
I Pull The Trigger
Finally Ending This Nightmare
No Longer Will I Frown
Or Have You To Bring Me Down
I'll Go Somewhere Better
Somewhere Where I'll Be Happy And Care Free
And Find Someone Who Actually Loves Me