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Dear Carmen, I know there comes a time in life when you feel really crappy and shitty about yourself. The time where you don't feel like talking to anybody,the time where you just wanna be by yourself and do whatever you like to do on your own. Draw,read,blast the music which is what I do. That's the thing about music , it's like your best friend that's there literally 24/7 all different types,loud,pop,regular,classic ect , ect. Music is something I really depend on when I feel really crappy about things. Today I feel depressed. Real life issues I guess you can say as well. As well as Mike not being online possibly...for a month or two. :[ I'm gonna miss him literally. Even though there's still texting still though. I also miss Aly. :[ I literally can talk to her about any problem and she's always there to help me! She's probably having fun in Italy as of right now. I haven't really talked to her in a while ; almost going on 2 weeks I believe. :[ That's where I listen to music...it's another world when hearphones are on! Sorry if this journal entry seems emoish..o.e I'm not emo , don't worry! K,bye. 4laugh

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