I've got the talk, but when i was younger, I understood, but they didn't mention this. I want to show him how much i love him, my heart made the choice for me. I feel in love. If anything happens it happens and that all. Hes got this hold, this strong power that makes me see, hes not a fake, not seeing me as a piece of meat, but an actual girl who he'd love. He won't "tear my a** up." And if he did, I'd have no problem ;D lol. Hes more of a quiet type, but Who has a big heart. He brings out my emotions. I don't want to smile forever, i want to frown like other people. Maybe this is love, All of it to be love. I'm afraid I can't exactly paraphrase what i wan't to explain but i hope my heart and actions can show how I feel. This lucky boy could have my heart, something filled with holes, but maybe plaster and glue he can fix it. I really do care for him, hes someone I think I can depend on, rely on, and even have to listen to me. Keep me on my toes. I'm in envy as to how he can see life calm and yet i worry about the littlest things, sorry but im a perfectionest c: Clearly i can balance his ears out. I'll move my hips side to side and cheer him up, be his thunder his light to help him shine through. I'll play pretty for my baby. but he never has called my name. Maybe he'll suprize me. I want to keep myself updated. Its 5am in the morning and hes on my mind. Wow what is happening to me?c: heart I like it...
The Vanity Affair · Sun Jul 04, 2010 @ 11:41am · 0 Comments |